"I can read minds... I'm psychotic, you know." Thoughts on the hear, know and every why... about the past, present, future; about what is, was, what could have been, and what may never be. You can call me "casla paltac." Literally, "with only his balls," meaning, with nothing else but guts (balls). And moving forward...
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Evelyn and Susan
For now, there are picture posts on Google+ (andoy.castellano), as well as on Tumblr (Bolinao Sunset and Portraits and Profiles). I also post pictures on Facebook. I still write some blog articles. However, I try not to write any rants because I noticed that my posts have mostly been rants of late. I would not want to keep writing blog posts if these are mainly from negative feelings.
Unfortunately, this post is about negative feelings.
Two cousins died a day apart this week. Ate Evelyn Caluya died Sunday. For a devout Catholic, like Ate Evelyn, dying on the Divine Mercy Sunday is significant. There is the belief that dying on this day, the Catholic would go straight to Heaven. I went to the wake last night, and she was scheduled to be created this morning. She works at Malacanang and has been there for the longest time. She is the second of three children, and the only daughter of my Auntie Lily. She was 62.
Life is about choices, and her choices have been big and large. She was part of the first class of WACs. She quit, that and has been with the Catholic lay ministries since then. I think she got her work at Malacanang due to political connections. Her dad was a friend and townmate of President Marcos's Executive Secretary. I admit that my mom made use of those connections as well.
I think it was her choice to stay single. Or at least she didn't like her suitors. But the biggest choice she made was with her work with the Church. I doubt if she minded the money she was earning. She had a house in Cogeo. But since that's quite a distance from her office, she opted to be a bedspacer in San Miguel, a short walk from the gates of Malacanang. It was literally a small space, enough for a bed and her day to day things.
She spent most of her free time helping others. That was her life: others first, before herself. Complete strangers, and others which the ministry she joined were helping.
I was saddened by the news of her death. At her wake, I found out that my other cousin, who lives in Iligan City died Monday. Susan and I were the same age. She grew up in Iligan City, in Mindanao, an engineer like her dad. We didn't meet very often. But we've been like close friends since we were kids. The news of her death numbed and shocked me. I have not recovered. I need some time to get over this.
Susan had cancer, and she was undergoing chemo and radiation therapy. It was that serious. She was diagnosed with cancer even before her dad, Tiong Dodo, died.
Susan and Evelyn were both my mom's nieces. My mom has survived all her brothers and a sister.
Questions of mortality and immortality have hung over me for a while now. It is a continuing theme when you're nearing 50.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Why MMDA Drones Should be Bigger News
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Ikaw ay taga UP High kung...
Thursday, August 18, 2011
I Am Impressed: The BPI's Automated System
Case in point is why one of the accounts I had previously opened was still active? I opened this quite a while ago, and I have taken out all my funds from that account. But I guess since it's a payroll account, BPI has some internal policy not to delete it from their records. I don't know. I can only smile when a teller mentions that I have that one account in that branch, and I have to reach back into deep memory before I realize what the teller meant. I'm not mad or angry, just perplexed about the whole thing.
One innovation which BPI has recently rolled out is an automated system replacing the transaction slips. There are these machines which look like a cross between ATMs and info-kiosks, and you enter all your transaction details into them. Of course, it has a touch screen interface, and the navigation is clean, smart and, dare I say, sexy.
The transaction kiosk replaces the transaction slips. No more filling up of forms, just a few tap-taps and you're through. I first used the system at the old Rustan's Cubao branch. And it has now been rolled out to some of the branches here in the bukid. The transaction isn't completed at the kiosk. Instead, you are issued a queue number. Once the number is called up on the screen, you go to the teller, present the number, and money and the teller will give you a transaction receipt.
From a workflow viewpoint, this means that there was only one data entry point for the whole transaction. The teller is only there to confirm the money is received. Because there are now lots of seats, there is no need for queueing. As a client, I would need to do the data entry standing up, but then again, filling up the old forms took a bit longer. On the teller side, there should be no more data entry errors. Errors on money count would still be there, but this should be minimized. For withdrawals, the first option is still the ATM machines at the front of the bank. But for larger cash amounts, and for passbook accounts, this should be faster as well.
All in all, I am impressed. Very impressive indeed.
Sunday, August 07, 2011
Texting While Driving: Stupidity Has No Bounds (But Please Do Not Include Me In Yours)
But the boundaries of human stupidity does not exist. I thought I had seen the most stupid things before. But this last time was way beyond any of those.
Mind you, I've ridden vans, which go through traffic like they were in a Harry Potter movies, while the driver was using the cell phone. These vans counterflow and defy conventions, rules and regulations, and dare defy the laws of gravity. And I rode them on the daily commute for more than 20 years.
As I said, this last one was way beyond there. It was nearing midnight, it was raining, the roads were wet, we were on a highway, the traffic was relatively light but composed mainly of heavy trucks, and the tricycle driver was driving with one hand while texting with the other hand. He didn't just do it once. It seems he was having a frakking conversation! He kept whipping it out of his pocket, read the message, text his answer and put it back into his pants' pocket. Surreal!
If the trucks weren't passing us by left and right, or he wasn't overtaking the trucks, it would have been hilarious. But really, if any driver wanted to fulfill a death wish, then please by all means, do so, but without any passengers. And that includes me.
Crazy gits!
Monday, August 01, 2011
"The Prestige": A Steampunk Movie With NiKola Tesla
Among the things I've learned lately, it looks like Tesla is larger than life, and larger than fiction as well. He had patents for radio communications which Marconi used in his experiments. If Tesla had pushed for those developments, he would have been a bigger name today than Marconi.
He improved on Thomas Edison's the electrical distribution model. He invented the alternating current (AC) and this made for a the capability for longer electrical transmissions. Whereas direct current (DC) would have needed repeaters every 10 miles or so, AC did not have that problem. You only needed a long cable and higher voltages, and when the power is in your neighborhood, the voltage would be stepped down via a transformer.
Tesla also one-upped Edison with the light bulb. In more ways than one. Edison owned the patents for the light bulb. The only work around for producing a better light bulb was in the manufacturing process. Tesla created a better light bulb manufacturing process which was cheaper and had better results in creating a vacuum inside the bulb.
In addition to that, Tesla created a bulb which did not use wire filaments, and did not produce heat when lit. This is the precursor of the modern compact flourescent bulb. It was not manufactured then. But we're enjoying the benefits now.
In fiction, his being an OCD type genius trumps Sheldon Cooper any day. His claim to science fiction fame does not only rest on the static energy charges of his inventions, but also on two things he wrote about but did not pursue: the earthquake producing building shaker, and the death ray. It seems that he did create the building shaker, but might have buried the idea and invention because it is too powerful. The death ray was something he wrote about but because his papers were lost inside when he died, this was never pursued.
I just can't stop thinking about Tesla, because his ideas were the basis of some ideas I heard about or are being used today without any attribution to him. Back in 1990, a friend of mine wanted to write a thesis on robotics about how a robot can find a wall socket and plug itself to recharge. (The easy part is knowing when to recharge, so let's skip that.) The way my friend described it, there is residual electromagnetic radiation from wall sockets. So the robot would only need to follow the electromagnetic radiation to it's source and plug itself. Discerning between a microwave and a wall socket can come later. Again that should be the relatively easy part.
The concept of electromagnetic energy from wall sockets as well as other sources inside a home or office is also something which is being researched by electronic goods manufacturers. The research is straight out of Tesla's thinking. Tesla wanted to develop a wireless electrical transmission system. This has been proven on a small scale inside laboratories. Admittedly, the small one quarter-scale devices are still as large as a basketball court.
But there is also the research on smaller devices. In this case, small really does mean small, like cell phones, tablets, laptops, and the like. And even robots. The research is trying to find ways to recharge these small electronic devices via electromagnetic radiation. It might be necessary to get close to the outlet, or any source for that matter, but definitely, it would mean wireless recharging.
Steampunk, as an art movement is unique as the artwork is a marriage of old mechanical and wooden devices with modern electronic devices. The clincher is that the melding of the design works. It is a melding of the innards of the modern device with the design aesthetics of the antique device. Whence you have computers, with keyboards which look like they came from the Victorian era. When Tesla left his homeland, European design was stil very much in Victorian.
There are not too many steampunk movies. In fact, strictly speaking, I would not want to consider "The Prestige" as a steampunk movie, though there are some who categorize it as a steampunk fantasy. This is a weird categorization (like French-Japanese fusion cuisine) because Christopher Priest, the writer, is an established science fiction author. I guess the feel of the movie is very H.G.Wells because of Wells's influence on Priest's writing.
"The Prestige" also used Tesla as a character and story device very adroitly, and on multiple levels.
The movie seems very heavy and dark. It did not unfold, instead it unraveled faster than it was intended to be. It does stand out as a good example of a Christopher Nolan, Christian Bale, Michael Caine collaboration, even if it did have Hugh Jackman for top billing. It should have been perfect as a Hugh Jackman vehicle because he had prior experience in this genre.
If you like Andy Serkis and David Bowie, you won't notice them in this movie.
It is one of those movies which is very thought-provoking on so many levels.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Old Hard Disks And Security
It was not news to me that data could still be mined from old hard disks. My concern was that the former owners didn't know that their data was not safe. Considering that some of the hard disks were from corporations, it was not surprising that there was a lot of financial data on the disks. Whether formatted, erased or not, these data could still be recovered. Some files included credit card and bank information. It is not a stretch to say that if these got into the wrong hands, real money could be stolen from the former hard disk owners.
It is not hard to unerase a hard disk. In fact, you don't need to buy the software, you can download PC recovery software and use the software without any need for training.
The German's have a good nationwide recycling and waste management system. But it seems that PC owners do not know that their data goes out with the hard disks that they discard.
I've not really been a fan of throwing hard disks away. I use the hard disks as long as I can. When the disks finally fail, I disassemble the hard disks and retrieve the disk and the magnets. But I don't know of anyone else who does that.
Normally, users are concerned with the continued use and access of their data. There is no concern that the disks they discard could still be mined for any data.
Earthquakes and Storms
Immediately after the earthquake, I sent text messages to family and friends. For me it was normal. I had just conveniently forgotten that majority of the people I sent text messages to were asleep at that time and most probably didn't feel the earthquake. After I had settled down a bit, I was happy to note that there were several answers which came in via text messages. Seems everyone was safe, and that made me feel safe, and great.
What worried me was the following day's events. Specifically during the afternoon when there was news of another earthquake, this time a bit farther south. Come to think of it, this was the first time I ever heard that there was an earthquake in that area.
But on top of the second earthquake, there was also concern about a typhoon coming into the country. A quick online search for weather maps and there it was, a typhoon with enough cloud cover to blanket the upper half of the country. The clincher was that there's another typhoon following it. It is not hard to imagine that the second storm will follow the same path as the first.
As far as I am concerned, as long as these natural phenomena DO NOT happen all at once, as long as these events take a number, and bide their time happening, the country and everyone in it can cope.
Twenty typhoons a year, that's normal. Even with three of these within the Philippine Area of Responsibility, as long as these don't make landfall all at the same time, that will be okay and everything that such a calamity will bring will be taken cared of.
Earthquakes? Keep them at Intensity 6 and no higher, even if it was on an almost daily basis, everything will be fine. A strong one every 20 years? That's about it, with no strong earthquake occurring more often than that.
As long as an earthquake doesn't happen during a typhoon, everything will be fine.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Old Words, New Words
I took the test, and my scores were a bit higher than the median for my age group. I don't have an idea of the score distribution for my age group, but I comparing my score with the median, I think the difference might be statistically significant. The other score comparison showed that I'm in the upper 15-percentile of the population.
The way the scores were estimated, it should be noted that the median scores increase with a person's age group (meaning, the older you are, the higher the expected score).
My regret about this test is that compared to my age group, my ranking looks to be decreasing. At least, I think that if I got evaluated in the same manner when I was entering college, I should have a vocabulary range in the top 10-percentile rank. I have no way to prove that now, which is just too bad.
I really think that my vocabulary is not as broad as it should be, if only I had kept on reading books. Actual books made of paper which you hold in your hand, somewhere in front of your face, and read at leisure.
I find that most of the articles I read on the internet do not challenge my vocabulary. Articles on the internet do not have the breadth of vocabulary of their paper equivalents because there is no need. Or if there were, the articles would be of the technical kind (hence with a completely different vocabulary and language), and for the most part have been dumbed down in order to be understood by the population at large.
I really need to get back to reading.
On the other hand, I am very much amused about a TV show I avidly follow. Their use of English is such a breath of fresh air. They use words like debacle, and expressions like "that's a ripper", "you're in a world of hurt." I really enjoy the way they use the language. It's a welcome change of pace.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Stripes and Spots
The minor bump was when Ronnie Nathanielz mentioned that it was impossible for the Azkals to win. The issue was that he was on the TV panel and was supposed to be impartial (or at least pro-Philippines). Instead he showed that he was pro-Sri Lanka for this game.
I thought that there shouldn't have been anything wrong with his opinion. In fact, this should have been expected of him. He is a natural-born Sri Lankan. That's what he is.
He may be more Pinoy than some of the Azkals, if only because he's been a Philippine citizen since the early 1970's. His citizenship was courtesy of Pres. Ferdinand Marcos. Marcos issued a Presidential decree proclaiming Ronnie's citizenship.
Ronnie is a very loyal person. He has time and again shown his loyalty to Marcos, without being tagged as a Marcos Loyalist. He has always shown his loyalty to Danding Cojuangco, whom he calls "Ambassador." I do not see that he would change his preferences or loyalties, even to Sri Lanka football.
Expecting this from Ronnie, there should have been no problem with him on the coverage panel. It doesn't matter what his football loyalties are. In hindsight, he should really be the one on the panel. It's not any different from putting an Ateneo alum with a DLSU alum on the coverage panel of an Ateneo-La Salle game. It just makes sense.
Am looking forward to the next Azkals game. That should be fun.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
MasterChef Australia vs. MasterChef US
Friday, January 14, 2011
Monday, December 20, 2010
The Week Before Christmas and Everything is Happening So Fast
but for me, the week which has Christmas stuck there somewhere is
Christmas week. It includes the two weekends (think of the weekends as
bookends on a bookshelf). That one week is just part 1 of Christmas
celebration. The main part, as the early part of December is the
run-up or prequel, prologue or foreplay. And then there's part two,
which extends from Christmas week, to the following weekend and is
mainly New Year's celebration.
This is the crazy season.
The craziness starts in the gift-giving. And then moves to the binge
eating. And then to the crazy schedules where you have to meet
everyone and see everyone and drop off gifts, and so on. After the
first week of December, everything moves to high gear, and zooms past.
No time to have that headache, no time for a sick leave, and even if
there was a typhoon (a TYPHOON in December -- which I've experienced
before), there is no excuse for the craziness celebrating Christmas.
I am not a Scrooge, but it does get really crazy to the extremes. I
have experienced back-breaking gift giving in my time. I was giving
away wine before it was fashionable. I gave pinot noir and zinfandel
before people even realized what reds and rose were. I was giving
Gundam Zoids toy models before these became hot items. But some days
you just have to ask yourself what you were thinking or what you were
doing.
The past few years, I have receded into a shell. I have not celebrated
Christmas as much as I should. This year though, I have started to go
out and hang loose with old friends. Hopefully, I can keep this up and
get out of my shell, and stop being a recluse. Moving forward is not
just a day to day thing, it should be a focus for me.
Though there is the urge to blink, or just nod off and wake up
sometime in January, I'm keeping my eyes peeled and will enjoy
Christmas this year.
To one and all, Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas, Enjoy and Keep Safe.
Bask in the love, express it and share. Peace!
/andoy
20 December 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
The National Novel Writing Month Challenge: 20K words and counting
I am happy with my progress, and just to make sure that I do finish on time, I have increased my daily word count quota to 3000 words. The stats say I need to do 2,200+ words a day to finish. That should give me some allowance.
I used a method which would allow me to write at my own pace, and supposedly would not hinder me with what thinking about what happens next. I started to write the novel without thinking about the story. I wrote parts of it, a little at the end, and then a snipped at the middle. Until I got a hang of the story, and found an arc I can follow. The non-linear way I used also allowed me to insert other material instead of editing the existing text. Additionally, I can put in more words in between what I had already written.
I post the daily word count on FB, in order to keep me motivated. I am heartened by the show of support I am getting.
For a while there, I thought I ran out of ideas on what to write. I wasn't writing yet, but early last night, I thought that there was nothing to write, and that the arc itself would not be able to supply me with more ideas. After I had started the next chapter, I got the feeling that there would be more fillers, or that the scenes would write themselves to fit the cavities, as it were.
I'm doing good. I started one week late, and now on track to finish about 5 days before the deadline.
I'll start public posting of some materials soon. I hope to have some innocuous and vague chapters written which I can post without giving away the story.
An offshoot of this challenge is that I now have a good feel of writing 3,000 words a day of narrative.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Arts in the City Presents Camille Lopez-Molina with Mary Anne Espina
Arts in the City Concert and Recital Series is a venue for the country's seasoned classical performers. The series is produced by Mr. Antonio Cojuangco's Arts in the City in cooperation with Maskara Productions.
Venue will be at the Bonifacio Arts Center, FVR Park 26th St., Bonifacio Arts Center, Taguig,
Metro Manila, Philippines.
Ongoing: 1ST NATIONAL ORCHESTRA FESTIVAL 2010
Venue is the Cultural Center of the Philippines Tanghalang Nicanor Abelardo (CCP Main Theater) at 8 o'clock in the evening, from September 21 to 25.
For more information, please call the CCP Box Office at (63 2) 832-1125 local 1409 and direct line at (63 2) 832-3704.
Philippine Philharmonic Orchestra
PREDIS Chamber Orchestra
Manila Symphony Orchestra
UST Symphony Orchestra
FILharmoniKA
Angono Chamber Orchestra
UP Orchestra
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
New Pentax K-5 for advanced amateurs and prosumers
Among its feature set, several stand out, including:
-- 25fps 1080p HD video with and HDMI port for viewing on HDTVs;
-- improved high dynamic range (HDR) capture, along with an improved image alignment for handheld shots. You would normally use a tripod to get the multiple EV spread shots to get the baseline photos for blending to an HDR photo.
-- a stainless steel chasis with a magnesium alloy cover, along with a full weather sealing and coldproof. This would make the camera more rugged than most other models around. It would be great to bring along for any weather condition.
-- extended low-noise low-light capability, which can be pushed to an ISO sensitivity of 51,200.
-- a burst mode of up to 7 frames per second.
Considering its feature set, the K-5 is a step ahead of the Canon 550D and the Nikon D90, which are now their respective manufacturers are calling their entry level models. The price is also a step up at an MSRP of $1,599 (body only).
Most cameras which have been released in the past year have been focusing on better video capabilities, bigger and more innovations for the viewfinder LCD display, and a more affordable price point. At this price point, there are enough features to entice amateurs to upgrade from their older model entry-level camera and move a step up. The changes made on the body answer makes sure that this is a rugged model, and time would tell whether it lives up to its promise of durability.










